Sabotage

Do I sabotage my own chances at improving myself? Probably.

When I see a job posting I think would be perfect for me, I make the effort to apply, to write that cover-letter and update the resume. Sometimes, though, I'll find excuses for not doing it. Last night, for instance, I spent time de-bugging my computer, and cooking Thai Red Curry Chicken instead of working on my application to be a free-lance writer for a website. I would've loved to do that job. It would've been extra income, and it would've been directly related to my degree.

I think what I need is to motivate myself - start a project again. Start actively searching for other opportunities and jobs that may interest me. I feel like I'm in a slump. I'm comfortable, which can be dangerous because I feel so-so about everything. I'm not so unhappy that I'd like to leave my current job, but I'm not ecstatic enough to do a superb job at work.

It's time to give myself a slap in the face, and start doing something extra with my life.